Carter Jean

Bringing my baby girl home…

Bringing my baby girl home…

Bringing my baby girl home…definitely not what I imagined. The excitement of opening the door and sitting that car seat down was replaced by an awkward, “now what do we even do with this” feeling. There is so much that is wrong about this whole […]

One week ago

One week ago

One week ago I went for a normal glucose test in a healthy pregnancy to find no heartbeat. We checked into the hospital after coming home and telling our little boy bye. Around 7, the first round of medicine was given to start the most […]

We will make it…

We will make it…

What Makes a Mother…   I thought of you and closed my eyes And prayed to God today. I asked what makes a Mother And I know I heard him say,  A Mother has a baby This we know is true. But God, can you […]

First Day Home

First Day Home

Yesterday, our first day home, was definitely not what I imagined. I was so nervous about the sound of a newborn in the house and that the loudness would probably wake Camden from sleeping. I was nervous about juggling two kids. I was nervous about […]

Carter Jean Partee

Carter Jean Partee

Carter Jean Partee was born at 4:30pm yesterday and is now walking the streets of Heaven. Our little angel was sick, she was suffering and now, that pain is no more. I must start by saying thank you to all of you who have reached […]

Prayer Warriors

Prayer Warriors

Yesterday was one of the hardest days I have ever had and today is going to be even harder. At my glucose test, the doctor could not find Baby Carter’s heartbeat. From there I was given an ultrasound where the words “I am sorry to […]