Yesterday was one of the hardest days I have ever had and today is going to be even harder. At my glucose test, the doctor could not find Baby Carter’s heartbeat. From there I was given an ultrasound where the words “I am sorry to tell you this” broke my heart.
Today I have to deliver my baby girl, Carter Jean who is already with my Lord and Savior. Please pray for our family as we go through this heartbreaking time, but know that we are well aware God has had this planned out for us and we trust his will and timing. James 1:2-4 says to consider it pure joy when you face trials of many kinds. It’s hard to understand a verse like that in the midst of normal life. Little trials that are annoying and frustrating seem pointless…. but when you experience tragedy, it almost seems easier to realize that God has a purpose in it, because there is no other explanation. There isn’t any other type of hope that can come from losing a child.
Please pray today and in the upcoming days as we embark on this journey.
Carter Jean, we can’t wait to see you ❤️